I’ve never felt so lonely in a world this overcrowded it seems that my one and only hope won’t be heard even if I shouted it from the rooftops for the world to hear, but the wind just carries it away. My opinions do not matter in the world of today. This leads me to feel a sorrow that I cannot quite explain and wonder if I’m suffering from damage to my brain visions I once held that were so pure and true are beginning to be dispelled by everyone, including you. I now feel so lost and alone I can’t begin to express it in the darkness of my mind where a light once was shown to lead the way forward. There’s only a dimming beam nowadays, Preventing me from moving toward the goals that I once wanted to achieve. I no longer see the reason and I’m finding it much harder to believe there’s anything worthwhile but treason. The price of eggs and gasoline are subjects of discussion and I could care less about their dream of becoming Russian. Friends that used to love me now seem to view me with suspicion, if not mockery and hatred pouring with derision. I suppose one idle glance sent their way colored by the wrong lighting sent them scurrying away from the wrongs we were all righting. Now I’m just left gutted on the side of a dirt road to be crushed beneath the passing tires and flattened like a toad.
